AHHH, It's been a while. First I want to say, that perhaps I am bit crabby... I am so glad for snow to be gone, the holidays to be over. It's sad to say that out loud. I think wouldn't it have been nice to really have taken time to enjoy the gifts God has given, a forced time out. I needed it, I know a lot of other people needed it, but somehow that message was missed. What happened? What happened to just enjoying the quiet and scent of snow? What happened to one present and a few stocking things from Santa being more than adequate? I don't know...I took a five hour nap after and sad conversation about someone I love very much. Wishing I could do something, yet there is nothing to be done when the one who needs to be doing doesn't give a rip. Thinks mediocrity is perfectly acceptable as long as that is not what is dished in their direction.

So tonight, after my long nap, I'll get to stay up and maybe do my Christmas cards. Wouldn't that be nice? I have started a 1000 piece Charles Wysoki puzzle today so I'll create time to finish it up too.

2009 will be the year that I get organized...I would pay someone who is OCD to come to my house and just give me direction on where to begin. What to donate, what to throw out, what to keep. This is the year that I am in charge of me. I am no longer letting other people's actions affect me so physically or mentally. Only going to focus on what's important...God, Chad, Grace and the rest will fall in order once those areas are tidied up, right? Right!